wah i'm still damm sick... on and off fever... but its okay, easy does it :) hmm... been trying to reach her the whole dae but to no avail... by now anyother ordinary person would have gone wild... but no i'm still must stay cool and not jump to wrong conculsions. althou its prolly staring @ me in the face le... i choose to believe that god is faithful and will not do something like this to me... its the devil who seeks to waver my faith, but it shall not falter. wounded and beaten down, i'll still keep my faith to the very last breath... for god is gracious and merciful. more trials and tribulations shall come, and with each trial and tribulation i conquer i shall be stronger than ever. Have no fear and walk in the light! "Fear hinders Faith, where there is Fear there can be no Faith." If i was meant to suffer so many trials n tribulations so be it, for at the end i will finally find sanctuary... and there is no greater feeling than that.


A world so full of sins and temptations, even fellow christians have fallen right before my very eyes and even now i continue to witness fellow christians doing things against the very teachings of the bible itself. People who are close to me have done such things... but its okay i do not hate but i love them still, god will eventually bring these people back to light. in the mean while if i have to suffer injustice i will gladly do so, for god is gracious.