yes i'm back @ my usual hour... i'm frustrated... i feel the rage burning inside me... i feel so much hate inside... i feel like thrashing tht &(*^%$ fool who still doesnt want to give up... but i know i cant be so rash... i know its wrong... but yet i feel the urge... which will get the better of me? i do not know... baby will you help me? everytime i see his name hear his name... i feel the anger, the rage, the deep hatred building up wanting to come out... i thought i could but i couldn't... i tried to be nice... i got treated like a fool... i shld have just done what i shld... but no i was too nice... i want to retaliate... i can see myself falling again... wheres god? w8.. i dont deserve god... yes i deserve to be left alone to wither away into nothing bt a memory...